miss him so much...

27/2/2010...
sabtu...

bgun pagi---> sit ups 15x...no breakfast coz xsempat ada kls tusyen kul 830..hehe biasala bgun lewat pd waktu2 tertentu setiap bulan....bila lagi nk rasa nikmat jadi wanita kan...

during class tuition, my students having flu...dgn kite sekali berjangkit..huu
after dat, operasi mencuci rumah habis-habisan seorg diri....
omG,,cud u imagine how exhausted i am?? huhu...xperlu exercise utk ari ne coz i got truly zero energy...then trus bertolak balik hometown---->2hours journey..huuu

well...apa yg nk diberitahu disini ialah...kiter tak boleh lupakan dia....in front of my parent is my body..my soul is with him...i missed mR 5 so much....=(

semangat nk exercise sedikit pudar coz xda sai kt cne....
tapi mkn tetap berjaga lagi setakat ne...huhu...

cant wait next week..exercise..jogging...healthy diet...sit ups..FIR girdle and MFB.....hee =)

countdown : 93 hari lagi.......

hari keDua...

26/2/2010...
jumaat..

selamat hari maulidur rasul semua~~!!

bgn pagi---> sit up 15x lagi...pegi main bowling jap...dpt second scorer! yeay..

1230pm--> teringat claz tusyen mlm ne...owh i kna pegi mbs beli buku rujukan maths SPM now!

somewhere in shopping mall----> i masuk marie france bodyline...

believe it consultation 45 minutes is FOC and i separuh bogel jap dpn agent MFB tu and timbangan hari ni--->98.5(whutt??? cepatnye berat saya naik?? before diz waktu kt intan utuk second stage PAC berat baru 78kg!! oMG....hell no!!!! misz C whut happen to you????? whut if mR5 taw ne..mati lah saya...dalam masa +-5bulan badn naik nearly 20kg??? anda memang obes!!! oooppss bru pas mkn nasi goreng ayam+orange juice for lunch sbnrnya)..huhu
cekal kah sy??

and i think i da wat keje gila dgn swap my card for the rm1900.00 program which i kna wat 20 sesi pengurusan badan? whut?? huhu....abes sebulan gaji....nasib baik ada duit bonus..huhu...

i takkan menyesal...coz i noe what am i doing...so mlm ne....after tuition class...
1 hour on stepboard...my mp3----> get ready yhaa~~ =)

countdown : 94 hari lagi....

and The joUrney beGins....

25/2/2010...
khamis...

# bgun pagi ---> sit up 15x

----> breakfast roti putih 2 keping + air soya

#1215am ---> rasa lapar...hmm mampukah aku?..58 kg?? xnk timbang lagi...tggu la dulu..

# ptg ne jog dgn sai------> ^_^

# countdown : 95 hari lagi...

P/s :hari ne dapat girdle baru, FRI punya-----> rm 743.60..erk~~!! tak penah aq beli pakaian dalam semahal ne seumur hidup ku..huu nk krus punya pasal..

kata2 semngat hari ini : "syg.. awak boleh buat..58 kg..small matter..pecayalah..mmg boleh..bergantung pd usaha u..if u xkuat..then dun expect dat beauty killing body k! then u buat, u kuat, u usaha.. u pasti dapat!!!"

+++ hey!! hepinye.. ^_^

the histOry of the tale..

23/02/2010...
1.25 am...

tut..tutt..

miss C : heLLo..
mR 5 : hEllo, assalamualaikum.. u da tdo ke?
miss C : nope, waitin for u..
mR 5 : td u ckp psl mjlis bulan 5 ni u nk jemput i?
miss C : yupp..coz i got no 'kawan lelaki'..hehe sj ajak u..
mR 5 : u nk lawa2 utk mjlis tu n nk kruskan badan?
miss C : ha'ah, i akan naik pentas u...satu malaysia akan tgok...
mR 5 : wow..great..then if camtu kita bet nak??
miss C : huhu..
mR 5 : if u berjaya trunkan berat by may 2010 and waist 28''. i blanja u candle lite dinner.. u juz mention it, menara KL, bali, star cruises,langkawi? i ikut je... deal?
miss C : what? waist 28''?? damn 29 bolehla...
mR 5 : 28!!
miss C : 29 please...
mR 5 : 28! then if ur waist 28'', i think ur weigth shud be 57kg. fulstop.
miss C : no!! dats impossible! i akan melayang2 camtu coz u taw kn tinggi i brapa..my ideal weight shud be 60kg..huhu..
mr 5 : 57!
miss C : no, 60 ok!
mR C : 57!
miss C : haha..59 please dear..dats impossible for me..
mR 5 : then u can beat Amber Chia...57!
miss C : ok 58!
mr 5 : .............ok deal, 58! waist 28! by may 2010!
miss C : well what if i failed?
mr 5 : sure, u pay dat candle lite dinner wherever i wanna go...
miss C : goshhh...we'll see...but please dun oversea...? i dun have pasport..haha
mr 5 : sure. i tak la kejam sgt...then if u achieve dat i belikan u dress for dat nite.. u kata nk cantik2 kan...bukit bintang shud be d right place...u juz say it...
miss C : hmm..ok then deal! (dlm hati : u tak perlu umpan i dgn suma tu...juz now u challenged me, then i'll show u..coz i dun wanna pay for dat candle lite dinner whatsoever...such most embarassed things i wud ever do..hell no~~!!)

dats the conversation between me and my bestfren, mR 5.. actually...i do love him...and i want him to be mine...but till date, i tak penah luahkan perasaan ne trus trang dkt dia...da bg hint da sikit2...but he said to me...if kita jumpa selalu pun...u jgn la fikir n stress kan fikiran u ttg komitmen antara u n i...juz biasa2 je...kita kan kawan....

me?! hati seorg wanita yg sdg memendam perasaan thdp kwn baiknya.......
then i choose to be B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L
ancient word is it?? well dats me...i sgt yakin if i cantik...i akan jadi girlfriend dia...
then if not...i redha...then i xkn menyesal dgn suma jalan yg i pilih...becoz dats me...Allah yg tentukan semuanya kan...life goes on....we'll see....the journey begins...
come wif me.......